Mmmmkay, so I went on one of the buses to Wal-Mart today, right? Totally normal, right? So I'm just there, buying stuff like soap and crackers and pads, when who should I run into in the tampon aisle but the incredibly attractive assistant football coach who drove the bus today. Yep, him. And we made eye contact. OH THE INDIGNITY OF IT ALL! I mean really, of all the people I could run into, it had to be him. '-_- Then once I'd managed to get everything I needed and I got up to the checkout, my card wouldn't go through because my mother fails at life and hadn't put the money on it that she was supposed to. Great, just great. Nothing like humiliating myself in the middle of a Wal-Mart supercenter, no-sir-ee. All in all, this day has not exactly been a good one. Oh, and I called my grandmother! Because I absolutely LOVE doing that! /sarcasm. I swear she is the single most insufferable woman I have ever met, grumble grumble grumble. Of course, then I feel bad for hating to communicate with her, because she's my grandmother and I'm supposed to like talking to her, when all I really want to do is never communicate with her ever again, so I feel guilty and selfish on top of annoyed. Good times.
My roommate's mum just dropped her off for the week, and it's so strange; V can't stand her, but I absolutely love her. She's the kind of person that I really wish I had for a mother. But isn't that how it works? We can't stand our own parents, but everyone else's parents are just great. Her mum said that I could talk to her at any time, that she would pick up anything I needed, and she even added me on Facebook, which I actually think is really sweet. I would love to try to cultivate some sort of friendship with her, but I'm scared that V will think that I'm betraying her or something by actually making friends with the woman she can't stand. Gaaaah, conflicted here! It's so weird; I hate my mum's boyfriend, and I would be so damn happy to see him leave, but when I look at V's mum, I just feel bad that her man cheated on her and turned out to be such a tool. It's weird, because I totally understand how V feels right now, but I just don't feel that way. I probably should. :/ It's weird how it's so difficult to forgive those closest to us. I wish it wasn't that way.
I'm currently loading Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull, because I'm in a very unproductive mood. It's being incredibly stupid; it'll load up through the first minute just fine, and then it totally spazzes and takes like a minute to load ten seconds. WORK, DAMMIT, I NEED DISTRACTIONS FROM THE HORROR THAT IS REAL LIFE. FM-fracking-L. Of course, I could go do something productive like put my sheets in the wash or take out the trash, but oh, that would be too good of me, wouldn't it? And yes, I do still have my Bio lab report and APUSH homework from the past three weeks, all of which is due on Tuesday. Because I'm just productive and talented like that, right? Right.
My roommate's mum just dropped her off for the week, and it's so strange; V can't stand her, but I absolutely love her. She's the kind of person that I really wish I had for a mother. But isn't that how it works? We can't stand our own parents, but everyone else's parents are just great. Her mum said that I could talk to her at any time, that she would pick up anything I needed, and she even added me on Facebook, which I actually think is really sweet. I would love to try to cultivate some sort of friendship with her, but I'm scared that V will think that I'm betraying her or something by actually making friends with the woman she can't stand. Gaaaah, conflicted here! It's so weird; I hate my mum's boyfriend, and I would be so damn happy to see him leave, but when I look at V's mum, I just feel bad that her man cheated on her and turned out to be such a tool. It's weird, because I totally understand how V feels right now, but I just don't feel that way. I probably should. :/ It's weird how it's so difficult to forgive those closest to us. I wish it wasn't that way.
I'm currently loading Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull, because I'm in a very unproductive mood. It's being incredibly stupid; it'll load up through the first minute just fine, and then it totally spazzes and takes like a minute to load ten seconds. WORK, DAMMIT, I NEED DISTRACTIONS FROM THE HORROR THAT IS REAL LIFE. FM-fracking-L. Of course, I could go do something productive like put my sheets in the wash or take out the trash, but oh, that would be too good of me, wouldn't it? And yes, I do still have my Bio lab report and APUSH homework from the past three weeks, all of which is due on Tuesday. Because I'm just productive and talented like that, right? Right.
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